My thoughts are running at a million miles, spinning so fast so that I can’t think.
Trying to pull just one out is near impossible…
I don’t know what to do, should I give up or try again?
The pain is slowly raising, won’t stop…!
It is clear to me, my memory is full, it can’t hold no more.
Don’t know if I should just let go of all that is inside; all the fear, pain, and regret I keep bottled up…
My head is one fire, can’t fan out the flames…
Hotter and Hotter ‘til I am no more…
What to do, what to say all the pain of yesterday…
How to yell out that my mind has gone blank.
I fear the worst is still to come fearing I’ll end up weak and forgotten.
The pain is eating me up, I don’t know how to deal.
I wake and go to school worried about what’s going to happen next.
Blowing a fuse is nothing new,
But failing to know what I should do is all brand-new…
What to do, what to do?
You keep asking me all these things, expecting an answer but nothing comes…
Feeling alone & I feel invisible
To all the friends I have this is nothing new.
I have nothing to help clear my mind and nothing to help with the pain deep inside…


  1. Leonard

    August 9, 2021 at 4:26 pm

    Love is too short but hard to forget.

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